when i was a child, i always wondered what it would be like to meet my soulmate. what would she look like? how would i know? i know what its like now, and i will share it with you. as most of you know, i dated julianna for about 3 1/2 years. i thought she was the one for me, the one i wanted forever… but something in the back of my mind told me that something was off, that it wasnt quite right. i couldnt then (and still cant) put my finger on it, but it resided in the darkness of my mind nevertheless. one day, i couldnt abide its presence anymore, and told julianna it was over. not her fault at all, she hadnt done anything except be wonderful. i had met anna a few months prior to this. when we met, it was… like two thunderstorms colliding, electric. i dont know how or why, but i just knew that there was something different about this girl. she was kind of weird to be honest, and her way of looking at things was very strange. she was not the kind of girl ANYONE would expect me to be with. i love that about her though. i looked at her and noticed her staring at me as though she was looking through my soul, and so i went over and introduced myself. best decision i ever made. i think after the first time we hung out i loved her. it was little then, like a seedling, very fragile and new. every day since then my love for her has grown. as my love for her grows, it fills the void that was left when i broke things off with julianna, and honestly, im surprised how fast the void is filling. :)

the future, my future with anna, has never looked more exciting.